okay so it has only been about half of a century since i last wrote. umm oops? this entry isnt going to be too long. just wanted to say hi! oh and ps. i broke up with nate a lil over a month ago for those of you who were wondering. lol theres been a whole lot going on in my life lately... ill update later... till then i'll leave you with a song. my current favorite song.... laters!!
Youre just acroos the street
Looks a mile to my feet
I want to go to you
Funny how im nervous still
Ive always been the easy kill
I guess I always will
Could it be that everything goes around by chance
Or only one way that it was always meant to be
You kill me
You always know the perfect thing to say
I know what I should do but I just cant walk away
I can picture your face well
From the bar in my hotel
I wish id go to you
I pick up, put down the phone
Like your favorite heatmiser son goes:
‘its just like being alone…’
oh god please donttell me this has been in vain
I need answers for what all the waiting ive done means
You kill me
You’ve got some nervwe but cant face your mistakes
I know what I should do but I just cant turn away
So go on love
Leave while theres still hopw for escape
Got to take what you cant these days
Theres so much ahead
And so much regret
I know what you want to say
I know it but cant help feeling differently
I loved you
And I should have said it
But tell me
Just what has it ever meant
I cant help it
This is who I am
Sorry but I cant just go turn off how I feel
You kill me
You build me up but just to watch me break
I know what I should do but I just cant walk away